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death
For once there is a momentary feeling of joy.
a brief escape from reality
the feeling of calm run over you like a warm wave.
The wave fills you up
encompassing every minuscule section of your body
pores opening to let it in.
But just like everything, the water grows cold.
the wave drowns you in its own remorse and pain
dragging you under.
The breath being forced out of a once stable lung
crumbling back to reality.
Open your eyes and realize life is like drowning.
It tricks you, and now you are under
Devious Journal Entry
reading you
is like a clock face
with no numbers
going backwards
the end
him
Everything used to be ok
Not now
Your tears spent
On his hand
Intertwined with her
Leaving yours to grasp
On to nothing
Approaching the Verge of Emptiness (Girls school)
Sitting, all alone
The concrete acting as my friend
Hands gripping the edges of a once stable life
Now eaten away and made breakable.
Mind wandering, searching for something to latch onto
But there is nothing there but the silence labeled loneliness.
the hands clutching the cold fence
begging to let them out.
The fake smiles that I must plaster over my tears
Slowly melt away causing me to be fully exposed
The emptiness is finally visable
Written all over my face
I cannot stop the flow of tears
I clutch on to them because they are the only thing left of me
Everything that I used to think was a reality
Was slipping away int
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